A Post from Yzzy

The Definition of Beautiful

I have never felt beautiful

I've been called pretty hot or gorgeous

But never beautiful

I think it's because beautiful goes deeper

Beautiful is like the sun that seeps into your body

Internalizes all your thoughts and dreams and unites them into one

Beautiful is passion and stubbornness

It's the way you speak your mind

Or not speak at all

Beautiful is the way your lips lift when something makes you laugh

Or the way they frown when something makes you upset

Beautiful are those little spots that You hate

The spots where no one can see but You always do when you look in the mirror

Beautiful is when darkness becomes an ally and light becomes distant

I guess the reason why I've never been called beautiful is because no one has ever bothered to look deep into me besides the exterior me

I Feel Breathless

I feel breathless

And not in that good way

The way where freedom is untouchable

Unattainable

Choked where I can't feel my own soul

My being, who I am

So restrained that I can't find myself

Because cages don't allow for movement

Not my thoughts nor opinions

Implanted in my brain actions and words

Always perfect, never unique

Beautiful yet silent

Friendly but distant

Kind but kept

Satisfied but lonely